Monday March 1,
I suppose on this first day of March I should begin by apologizing to everyone in advance. If you dont know why now, you will soon enough. So, sorry.
Im telling people Im tired which is a lie but I've become so used to telling people Im tired on a daily basis, I dont know what else there is to say. This morning I woke up and found a video I recorded last night after I took my second night of melatonin. I wasn't sure if I should be horrified, amused or ashamed of myself. This video nor will any melatonin induced videos will ever surface. I vaguely remember shooting the video. I barely remember what I said to Brian on the phone and that really scares me. Im sure he will forgive me in the morning because we both have a sense of humor. I suppose I should have looked up the effects of melatonin before buying it. I figured it was a natural way to fall asleep rather than digging around looking for NyQuil. So I wiki'd melatonin...does this scene look familiar?
Today was the first day of my birthday month. I spend an entire month celebrating my birthday. Today I treated myself to a pair of $700 Chanel eyeglasses. I will pick them up tomorrow maybe. These are a cross between what I have now and the d&g ones i bought on frames direct which me look like a muppet. These were the only pair I really liked. Of course the saleswoman knew my taste she began by showing me frames too big and bold for my face then the more expensive stuff looked nicer. But isn't this how it works?
I also was emailed about interviewing with SVA for the grad program. Im relieved because a friend of mine had her interview last week and I figured the rejection letter will come any day now. I love when Im wrong. I get to dress up , answer important questions and bat my eyelashes at everyone.
Im also going to include my horoscope every day for the month.
You want to accomplish your true earning power quickly--however, this
is just not practical in most cases. You must develop managerial and
organizational skills and set limits in order to reach your goals
through a series of sub-goals or objectives. What seems to be a long
drawn-out procedure is difficult for you and through sub-goals, you
will be more positive in your belief that the long-term goals are
reachable. Some part-time work is also a positive. You are at your
mental best with sharp ideas and clear thoughts--anything is possible!
This is an excellent time to make decisions and take care of mental
work. This is also a great time to reflect and understand your own
situation, just how you feel about yourself. Lift your spirit with
music and relaxation.
---Tuesday March 2,
In complete contrast to yesterday, today was awful. My personality test was a disaster I think that I might have known the answer to one question. During the test I was thinking in terms of magic for instance I was telling myself the universe will right itself and make my random choice the answer. My lesson is that reading the textbook is the only way to survive this semester.
I was emailed by NYU that my application is incomplete. This is a complete lie, NYU. I have proof it was received by so and so. Since in my head, an argument with admissions will have a bearing on my acceptance into this college, I will resend my portfolio.
I was picked on at work. I feel worn down.
Bowling was canceled tonight.So Im home refusing to watch American Idol (im doing an excellent job of it). Im under my covers and feeling sorry for myself. I want someone who will cheer me up but I know such a person will not think to come along so it's up to me. It's always been just me. I apologize for sounding so depressing but today was no good. Here, I told you, there were going to be a lot of apologies.
A clear-minded insight into your own plans and methods is available to
you now. Tactfulness is the key word for this day, especially when
talking to someone about their mistakes. You may be the person in
charge of a small group--higher ups are watching. Companionship with
others is most rewarding at this afternoon and you should take every
opportunity to be with friends. Stress later in the year could put your
energy to periodic testing. This would be a good time to be
conscientious about a consistent exercise program to build your
strength and stamina. Over-exercising or over-eating can be a threat to
your health. Learn ways in which to keep a positive frame of mind. Lots
of people depend on your opinion.